"Sometimes what we want to do is running from the realities". "With arts we can express all of our emotion out". "If you're not satisfied of what u have in your life maybe you're not grateful enough". "Sometimes even we have our parents and friends beside us, still there's an empty feeling inside". "Sometimes we shouldn't just waiting n waiting for what u want , you should do an action to get it". - just another random quotes by me that i tweeted at @cellinepiscean, while actually i'm studying now :p
" Well i turned to 17 years old last month on 9 March 2012".
Usually, most of the people think that they should celebrate their 17 years old birthday with a special birthday party, like partying at the hotel with a band or dj for the entertainment, dressed just like a princess and another extraordinary things that you never done it before at your previous birthday party. Some said that 17 years old is the time when we become more mature and of course at this time parents will give us a little more of their trust to us, so that besides we feel like getting some freedom we also controlled to become more independent.
But the worst point is, things that mostly happened to another 17 years old teenagers are reversed to what happened to me. What i mean is not about a big party, or maybe expensive thing ( absolutely NO ! ) . Actually, just needing a little freedom by being permitted to go somewhere with friends. I thought it's really more than enough for now.
This is such a feeling that I don't know since when this feeling has frequently comes to my life. When it comes it's feels like an upset feeling but also combinated with a sorrow feelings Maybe it can be called GALAU in Indonesian. A feeling that frequently happens to teenagers or maybe young adults. But you know what ? If you keep this feeling for so long, it will be real dangerous, guys ! Because it would strained your own feelings and usually makes your work result not good, well it had happened to me in fact.
And now, i have just went back to school after having a week of holiday and in that whole week i just stayed at home ( of course ) , wake up - take a shower - eat - play the sims 3 - watch movies till dawn - and then sleep again ( to be honest, it made my life real flat ). After the holiday done, i realized that i'm not listening at music at all, except watching videos at youtube. Cause music is the one of the factors that can made my heart been troubled ( Galau ), well it's because i have a lot stock of "Galau" songs. I don't know why i didn't do that activities for a week whether because i want to move on from the troubled heart or maybe i'm not intend to do that with any purpose.
Beside that, honestly i kept myself away from hearing the radio whether my favourite broadcaster was airing. But still deep in my heart i still have that troubled heart even i already tried to stepped away from some activities that can make my heart troubled. And the peak is today, my friends sang so much "Galau" songs and it made me pensived. Also it made me didn't have spirit to do such school works , real damn right ? Yeahh , maybe it's because i'm just a normal 17 years old teenager that have knew about LOVE . But at the last, that word will just make us getting our heart troubled.
" Kita galau, karena lebih sering membayangkan kemungkinan buruk, dari pada membayangkan hasil baik." -Mario Teguh
"Sometimes what we want to do is running from the realities". "With arts we can express all of our emotion out". "If you're not satisfied of what u have in your life maybe you're not grateful enough". "Sometimes even we have our parents and friends beside us, still there's an empty feeling inside". "Sometimes we shouldn't just waiting n waiting for what u want , you should do an action to get it". - just another random quotes by me that i tweeted at @cellinepiscean, while actually i'm studying now :p
" Well i turned to 17 years old last month on 9 March 2012".
Usually, most of the people think that they should celebrate their 17 years old birthday with a special birthday party, like partying at the hotel with a band or dj for the entertainment, dressed just like a princess and another extraordinary things that you never done it before at your previous birthday party. Some said that 17 years old is the time when we become more mature and of course at this time parents will give us a little more of their trust to us, so that besides we feel like getting some freedom we also controlled to become more independent.
But the worst point is, things that mostly happened to another 17 years old teenagers are reversed to what happened to me. What i mean is not about a big party, or maybe expensive thing ( absolutely NO ! ) . Actually, just needing a little freedom by being permitted to go somewhere with friends. I thought it's really more than enough for now.
This is such a feeling that I don't know since when this feeling has frequently comes to my life. When it comes it's feels like an upset feeling but also combinated with a sorrow feelings Maybe it can be called GALAU in Indonesian. A feeling that frequently happens to teenagers or maybe young adults. But you know what ? If you keep this feeling for so long, it will be real dangerous, guys ! Because it would strained your own feelings and usually makes your work result not good, well it had happened to me in fact.
And now, i have just went back to school after having a week of holiday and in that whole week i just stayed at home ( of course ) , wake up - take a shower - eat - play the sims 3 - watch movies till dawn - and then sleep again ( to be honest, it made my life real flat ). After the holiday done, i realized that i'm not listening at music at all, except watching videos at youtube. Cause music is the one of the factors that can made my heart been troubled ( Galau ), well it's because i have a lot stock of "Galau" songs. I don't know why i didn't do that activities for a week whether because i want to move on from the troubled heart or maybe i'm not intend to do that with any purpose.
Beside that, honestly i kept myself away from hearing the radio whether my favourite broadcaster was airing. But still deep in my heart i still have that troubled heart even i already tried to stepped away from some activities that can make my heart troubled. And the peak is today, my friends sang so much "Galau" songs and it made me pensived. Also it made me didn't have spirit to do such school works , real damn right ? Yeahh , maybe it's because i'm just a normal 17 years old teenager that have knew about LOVE . But at the last, that word will just make us getting our heart troubled.
" Kita galau, karena lebih sering membayangkan kemungkinan buruk, dari pada membayangkan hasil baik." -Mario Teguh
A Dreamer,introvert,and adventurous. One of the Pisceans. Love all the things related to art and nature, just like painting, photography, music, literature, mountains, plants, and so on. Some people said that i'm arrogant in their first impression, but actually i really don't mind to do that of course , maybe it's because of my introvert side. So that, i just can do a conversation when a person talks to me first or someone i'm comfortable with . But, it doesn't close the possibility for me to open a conversation when meeting a new people. A positive and negative thinker of possibility that may happen based on a problem.
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